Do i want to be a part of this.?

I keep asking myself that question.Do i want to be a part of this?

Am i bored enough?Am i stupid enough?Do i care enough?

I have never,ever seen your face,nor listen to your voice.

I only know you by some letters typed by your fingers in your PC.

But,somehow i feel like i know you.Like you are my friend.

I care about you.I want you to be happy.Erm...i mean,

i want you to tell me that you are happy.

When something is wrong with you my mood changes.

Are you real?

Do i really know you or i am THAT stupid?

As the rain falls....

Rain..When the clouds fall into a gazillion pieces.Just like i fall apart now.

I wish you were there.To pick my pieces up and make me one whole again.

I need you.I miss you.

You know that already,but i couldnt help but telling it again.

What the fuck is wrong with you?

Who are you?!I dont regognize you anymore!Why are you lieing to me?Lies Lies Lies!

ENOUGH!

I am not stupid.I never was.What made you feel like i will act stupid now?

Dont you understand i can tell in one second when you are lieing and when you are not?

What are you trying to achive?

You want to be better than me?

FINE!

I just want the you,not like that,like the way you were.

Without lies.Without trying to be the best one in everything.Why cant you see?

Boys will like me too...maybe i am more attractive that you,more polite,more talkative...

We cant be the same...We are supposed to be like Ying Yang.I am the Ying..You the Yang...

and vise versa.

What is the point of being the same?

I like the idea of you making me a whole.If you are just like me,

then we will be,two halfs....Nothing.

Stop lieing.

I Love you.

So....

So my brother just left the house.He is going to Lepsus to meet his girl.

It's short of a vacation right?I couldnt have a relanshionship when the other half

is too far away..12 hours far away.

But he can as i can see...

I would love to have someone who is willing to travel all this time

just to hold me in his arms...

Why?

I dont understand why..?What is wrong with you?What were you thinking?

Do you realize what you have just done?

What pleasure do you find in it?

I dont understand and i am getting furious.Why do you rape?Why?

Think about the woman's life afterwards.She will feel empty.Hole.

You rape,you beat them up...Oh,i wish i could beat you up.I wish i could kill you with my bare hands.

Nothing will stop me the day i find you.Nothing will save you.

You think i am a little girl...i cant do damage.

Well,you dont know me.

Which means you dont know what i am capable of doing.

I promise,i will find out who you are.I promise i will hunt you down.

You commited a crime.The most awful of them all.

I dont care if i sound like terminator or Chuck Norris.

You hurted people.And someone must make you taste your own medicine.

Now its your turn.